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Mary Macken-Horarik's avatar

I love this! It took me years to circle back and return to the place I started from in teaching English - the love of the word, penned quickly, often by kids who were fed up with school and needed to find a way to puncture the routines that encircled them. I learned from their first words and my own feeling but un-informed responses that I knew very little about the vast resource from which they drew their words. This prompted a journey into study of language and how it enables us to make meanings of so many kinds. But it's those first encounters with the possibilities of poetry - stand up, first thoughts, first words - that I return to in my later years. Desire must shape the seeing and the staying with that over the vicissitudes of a lifetime in education. Thanks Steve for this wonderful reflection.

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Steve Shann's avatar

Yes not just the wound. Desire as well. Your post has me with my morning coffee thinking about my own early encounters with story. Thanks Mary.

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Licinda P. Hess's avatar

Deconstruction can be torturous, that's why I think support through therapy or a classroom is so important. But I'm grateful that I was given the opportunity to find who I truly am. Thank you for your work, Steven. Ps. 🙃I'm trying to catch up on my list.

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Karen's avatar

"What is the wound that determines what I see?

Who knows!"

Sorry, my friend, but I don't buy this. You've told us, throughout this lovely piece, that the wound is about the curtailment of joy, creativity, curiosity, and soul-light. And then, the redemption of hope from an education setting that strives to create space for these very things. You are your student-granddaughter and you are the teacher, school leader, and educational dreamer. You are, and have been, what so many educators strive to be. Thank you!

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Steve Shann's avatar

Oh Karen. Thankyou. What a lovely response.

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Licinda P. Hess's avatar

"The eye and the wound are one and the same"...Fascinating quote. That classroom reminded me of a living organism I also once knew. It must take time to shape and cultivate them.. Trust your granddaughter will find the right fit💛.

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Steve Shann's avatar

I hope so; she's a precious wee thing. I'd love to hear more about the living organism you once knew. And thank you for the response Licinda.

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Licinda P. Hess's avatar

It was just going back to school 8 years ago and learning what it actually meant to learn as a "child". I had to unlearn and ultimately face my own traumas. It radically changed how I saw the world.

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Steve Shann's avatar

I know the feeling! Right at this moment I'm copying the fourth chapter of my thesis, so that I can post it in the section called 'Mating with the World'. It's the story of me in a time when I was learning to be a therapist and was working with a supervisor. To quote you: 'I had to unlearn and ultimately face my own traumas'. I'm still trying to do just that!

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